Haha..the title doenst really fit..but i think i'll just stick to it until another one pops into my head..

Didnt want to post for a long time..but i just felt that..i dont know..just had to post this..?
hmm..anw.

Found out alot of stuff today. Didnt realise how badly i've been to so many ppl..hmm..I tried my best tho..the whole of this year i've tried to be a good friend to everyone..but as things seem..to no avail..-.-..sigh..

So..since things turned out this way..just hope you find a better friend than me the next time..still..dont say so many vulgar words and terms..doesnt really leave a very good impression..then i know you'll say you dont care..sigh..if you think about it..why do ppl even say the f word?..it means sex, for god's sake..why do you want to use that word when you're angry? to feel pleasure?..i dont think it will be a big soother..

Anw..just wanted to tell you i really didnt mean things to turn out this way..i actually planned out so many fun things that we could've done together with,in your terms, S and N..sidetrack agn..why dont just say their names?so yeah..

oh btw..i dont think im the core of our clique..seriously..when did i ever give you that impression..this post is so long..haha

oh..and thank you Shearin for sticking with me till now:D

Was The Proposal so bad?..personally i thought it was ok..haha

Good luck for EYE everyone who actually 'perservered' reading until here!!:)